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Diary
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3:00 pm: I'm alive (The Oyster)
merging onto the highway in my red shades that makeeverything flat and monochromatic yet intense like an acid trip and listening to James was the most alive I'd felt since all the pack and a half of cigarettes I'd smoked all night it's all the same fucking day and I'm too lazy to hike to where I scattered your ashes so I'm sitting by pools of water letting you know that I'm alive okay I made it here your ashes are everywhere and invisible just like you were why could I never find you even years before you died? I baptized my butterfly necklace in all of your waters I could think of and find even drinking water maybe some gristle of your burnt body has permeated it these are the things that I do to prove I'm alive even under the weeping willow and amidst the seaweed and darting frogs I tried to procure an oyster it was too far away for my fingers to find beyond the bridge where bad spirits fall your spirit found me
9:27 p.m. - 2005-05-21
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