foxinsnow's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Enough analyzing Elizabeth time, let's go fuck It's funny how the time for reconciliation can come out of nowhere. I'm talking about my reconciliation with RISD. I'm going to New York this weekend to see the Diane Arbus exhibition, and I'm staying with Bell, an old RISD friend. I'll also be visiting another RISD friend named Tiny. Somehow I didn't see it as being a RISD reunion, until I talked with Bell on the phone tonight and realized it would be. She's still in touch with so many people from RISD, although most of them will be in Denmark for this one guy's wedding. And it's funny, because my first semester at RISD, Tiny and Bell were the last people I thought I'd still be in touch with 7 1/2 years later in 2005. I'm glad I am, though; they're good people. There's some bad news, though. I got fed up with myself for not always being able to get out of bed and face the day (ie, get to class) so I left two messages on my shrink's voicemail about it. Also, I'm on my first period while NOT on the pill for years, and I'm having major PMS. I've been overeating... I haven't even been writing down what I'm eating. I'm having my third non-diet soda in one day today. I feel bad about that, but it felt kind of necessary to go back to my comfort foods. Luckily Weight Watchers isn't about perfection. It will suck to gain back all the weight I lost last week, though, so I'm bringing my WW materials to New York with me and will try better for the rest of the week. Times like this make me realize how relieved I am not to have a boyfriend. Or maybe "the right guy" would actually help me with this stuff instead of making me feel like I have to hide it from him? Like, "Okay, enough analyzing Elizabeth time, let's go fuck." I'm excited as hell to get out of Chicago... excited as hell to go to New York... excited as hell to see the Diane Arbus exhibit... and excited as hell to see Bell, Tiny, Kylie (who just moved out there), and Slim (a girl who lived in the women's residence in Gramercy Park with me back in 2000). It'll be a fun, if brief, time. 9:35 p.m. - 2005-05-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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