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letter to Kevin

My therapist receommended I write a letter to Kevin. So, here goes:

Dear Kevin,
My little brother is playing the drums in the background as I write this. Can you hear him? He reminds me so much of you in high school-- tall, blonde, good-looking, into music, not really hanging out with girls.

Kevin, I'm really pissed at you for killing yourself. I'm sorry, but I am. I tried to tell you how good-looking you were, how talented... but you wouldn't listen. You were just convinced that you sucked. You didn't suck. After all, you were my friend. I know exactly why you killed yourself. I mean, I read your note and everything. But still-- I'm angry. I don't mean to whine, but I've had nightmares almost every night since you did it. Couldn't you see beyond your own pain enough to see how much weall loved you? I guess not.

And, I miss you. I'm even reading a book right now that I'd love to hear your input on. I don't know. It's just not the same without you, Kev. And if you were truly a worthless human being who didn't deserve to live, I wouldn't miss you this much. That's all for now.

Love,
Elizabeth

7:26 p.m. - 2004-09-30

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