foxinsnow's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- letter to Kevin My therapist receommended I write a letter to Kevin. So, here goes: Dear Kevin, Kevin, I'm really pissed at you for killing yourself. I'm sorry, but I am. I tried to tell you how good-looking you were, how talented... but you wouldn't listen. You were just convinced that you sucked. You didn't suck. After all, you were my friend. I know exactly why you killed yourself. I mean, I read your note and everything. But still-- I'm angry. I don't mean to whine, but I've had nightmares almost every night since you did it. Couldn't you see beyond your own pain enough to see how much weall loved you? I guess not. And, I miss you. I'm even reading a book right now that I'd love to hear your input on. I don't know. It's just not the same without you, Kev. And if you were truly a worthless human being who didn't deserve to live, I wouldn't miss you this much. That's all for now. Love, 7:26 p.m. - 2004-09-30 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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