foxinsnow's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- today I had a horrid day at work. I think I was really stressed out because it's really starting to hit me that my good friend Kevin Brown is dead, forever, and by his own hand. I always used to wonder why someone would want to kill himself, and then when I started to know suicidal people I still wondered, and now that I know someone who has actually killed himself I'm at even more of a quandary. Anyway, it didn't help matters that at work today all the customers seemed to have what we call "entitlement issues--" they think they're entitled to whatever they want because they're customers. I'm so glad today is over. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. So I went to bed for a much needed rest after dinner, only to awake to myself arguing with my mother who was screeching at me over a high bill on our gas card. Ugh. But then I took the rest of my nighttime meds, took two tranquilizers, talked to my therapist, took a bath, put some laundry in the washer, and now I feel much better. foxinsnow 11:39 p.m. - 2004-09-28 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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