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Sand

sitting here peacefully alone, at last

on Christmas Day Eve

and my thoughts turn to you

and how we gradually shut each other out

and gradually fell apart

love always feels real

until it ends

and the harsh light of day reveals the flaws hid by romantic moonlit shadows

I want to kill you

I want to hate you

I want to forget you

I want to love you again

but mostly I want to forget you

forget that you were a stone

that I caressed over and over like clear water

hoping you would emerge a jewel

but you just sunk deeper and deeper

into the sand

3:42 p.m. - 2003-12-26

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