foxinsnow's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- faith I've been thinking about yesterday. i went to visit Michael, and basically wrote him a letter in which I told him I wanted to die. But the weather was so nice out, and it was so beautiful... I bought that Mother Mary inside a blue heart necklace, which I never want to take off. I think Michael gave me back my faith yesterday... not that he was the one who took it away. that was a process going back ten years. And now I know it's okay to be liberal, pro-choice, and still find solace in Mother Mary. She's looking out for me, I know, and so are Michael, K, J, and my grandparents. But the necklace especially reminds me of one of my grandmothers in particular (the Italian Catholic one). I don't want to die anymore. I've experienced joy in the past couple of days. And fuck anyone who tries to take that away from me. 10:09 p.m. - 2005-04-06 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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