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cursed

In my dream, I was biking north from downtown Chicago back to the northern suburbs where I live. I wasn’t supposed to be there— I had gone that far south by mistake and now was trying to get back home. The highway began to slope downward sharply, and I pulled on my brakes so I wouldn’t lose control. I noticed a terrible accident ahead. I saw ambulances taking people on stretchers away from a bunch of cars all mangled together. Then I noticed *all the dead bodies piled up in mounds*, each covered with an American flag. I began to vomit. Suddenly there were gaps between the lanes— gaps that if you fell through them you’d fall straight down to some pavement far below— and to avoid falling through I had to drive back and forth across dead bodies which were laid out like chessmen-shaped planks between the lanes. Then I did fall… but I pulled myself back up. At this point I prayed to God that this was a dream, and I woke up into a dimly lit apartment. A drug dealer friend of mine, Michael’s, R’s, and K’s who was also in the apartment asked me a question, and I answered as I was on my way to the refrigerator in the dark kitchen. Then I really woke up. The word “malediction” was stamped in my head, even though I didn’t know what it meant. I looked it up. It means a curse. Sometime I'll tell you about my wind-up-funeral-toy dream.

2:11 p.m. - 2004-09-04

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